a lot of my life seems to be one of a few things. a lethargic slog through the same places, not remembering things, a depressive funk where I want the days to end, or something that I feel is normal, but I can barely place my finger on what can constitute as normal now. I fear that these patterns of lethargy and melancholy aren't temporary, but permanent. On this record, my most fleshed out, well constructed and well produced record to date, I have decided to channel this into creating a slow burner, a heavy low trudge into the feeling of being stuck, while (for me and my listeners benefit) wringing out those moments in that ennui that can't be expressed through words due to their beauty and power.
This album was worked on from March 2nd to March 25th, and was mixed, mastered and made entirely in Garageband on my restricted school laptop that doesn't allow me to install internet plug ins, and further edited in Audacity.
credits
released April 21, 2020
Thanks to Nicky, my strong friend who has helped me throughout this strange musical journey, that thanks to them, I've been able to take.
Thanks to Shmeb, who's emotional support I can't credit enough with keeping me sane through these troubled times.
Thanks to Orange who's always there for a chat and a quick joke or two, along with being a great man to debate.
Thanks to Marino, who is one of the strongest people I know, and has been able to keep my hopes up with their down to earth and kind words.
Thanks to sunrise auto sales, a community of some of the funniest motherfuckers I've ever met, every time I felt down, I just VC'd and all my worries slowly melted away.
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